Currently Listening Withering to Death By Dir En Grey see related

Wow... when was the last time I updated?

Anyways, school is going to start in 2 weeks, and I am pissed.

I haven't done ANYTHING this summer.

Other than Spain, which was tons of fun, and summer school PE.

And the best thing that happened to me was... Angus, my best friend.

But that doesn't change the fact that school is about to start and I still need to do my AP US History home work!!!

And... I need to finish up my essay, scrapbook, and journal in order to get college credit for my Spain trip.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm okay. No worries... really.

~*~ Jacinda ~*~

Currently Listening Todokanai Ai to Shitte Ita Noni Osae Kirezuni Aishi By Gackt see related

Life has become better since the 24^th.

I’ve actually somewhat gotten past the whole entire “why can’t I get accepted?” thing.

Well, I am listening to Black Stone by Gackt right now.

It’s actually pretty good compared to Love Letter.

I’m really tired and I have a stupid English essay on Lord Capulet of Romeo and Juliet.

~*~ Jacinda ~*~

I haven’t broken down in years.
I don’t know what happened today.
It’s no one’s fault that I feel the way I feel.
I guess it’s just because some people just don’t wants to accept me for the way I am.

I’m so glad I have a friend like Ruth and a cousin like Naomi.

They really helped me throughout the day.
I guess life will always be a mess for me.
I don’t want to hide the true me underneath the fake smile I plaster on my face.
People are just so blind and idiotic sometimes.
Not being able to see through the smoke and the mirrors.

It’s so hard to get everyone to accept me. 

~*~ Jacinda ~*~